oh yes everything was okay by the end of the night, it just didn’t help alleviate my excitability in the slightest. I’m still looking for opportunities to practice being late but i can’t. don’t want to be late to grocery pickup and mess up the workers, don’t want to be late to the vet and get cancelled don’t want to be late to a date and make them feel bad, etc.
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hey thank you that’s some good points you make. I always associate panic attack with like the fake heart attack feeling i guess? but yeah i’m definitely panicking lol
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yes that’s a nice way of putting it. It isn’t a panic attack but I get extremely agitated, short tempered, crazed with distress and afraid to my bones. It’s very rare because i just plan to never be late but when it does happen I show up in tears and have made anyone accompanying me miserable.
I stress so much about being late for things that I usually plan to be 15 minutes early to things and just wait. i’ll start to flip out if things go south and i’m merely going to be on time. I talked to my therapist about this and she tells me to practice being late. sounds hard but okay i do what she tells me right?
So next poker night i decide to be 15 minutes late (other people routinely are this late so this should be fine!)
Wellll because i’m the only punctual and reliable one the host had counted on me to let people in to her condo (I had keys cuz i’m so reliable!) while she handled the big food order. She didnt bother telling me this because I had never once been late. She ended up being pretty grumpy about it which felt unfair but girl did this have the opposite effect my therapist intended 😂
It has been about 8 months since then and i’m still trying to build up the courage to be late to something. Don’t beat your children folks.
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we need less violence in the world not more
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sprite0@sh.itjust.worksto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Is it just me, or does crime documentaries have a biased "pro-cop" vibe to it?0·7 days agoamerican cops have some of the worst crime clearance rates on earth despite having the largest budgets.
vs some civilized countries:
they put up these impressive numbers while sucking down most of the budget in every town, while abusing minorities and the homeless and anyone else they can. You ever have to deal with cops for insurance when you get robbed? They are making sure you aren’t scamming the insurance company, who they actually work for. They don’t give a fuck about helping you.
Wonder why those leftists aren’t happy with the state of things 🤔
Wonder why anyone could be pleased with it tbh.
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sprite0@sh.itjust.worksto Linux@lemmy.ml•[Question] Is it possible or has it been done, can a Honeypot be created with bash aliases that would use a very common command someone would run if they were in your system but it aliases to some1·11 days agoit’s a fun thought experiment as it’s a very complex protocol
sprite0@sh.itjust.worksto Linux@lemmy.ml•[Question] Is it possible or has it been done, can a Honeypot be created with bash aliases that would use a very common command someone would run if they were in your system but it aliases to some3·11 days agothe ssh protocol doesn’t provide any mechanism for your server to identity the client host architecture, nor does it provide any mechanism i’m aware of to send any payloads back to the host client for arbitrary execution.
The thing is ssh is a protocol and it’s implementation is not going to be identical across clients.
So if you found a bug in an ssh client that allowed for this your hypothetical attack vector would only work on intruders using that broken client. ssh is one of the most scrutinized protocols there are and you should be a hero if you found this bug. what you’re asking for, if it were as easy as you might hope, well ssh wouldn’t be the ubiquitous security connection protocol if it were simple like that right?
sprite0@sh.itjust.worksto Linux@lemmy.ml•[Question] Is it possible or has it been done, can a Honeypot be created with bash aliases that would use a very common command someone would run if they were in your system but it aliases to some3·11 days agoyou can’t know what system architecture is on the ssh client side. It could be a mac, a windows or linux box, android or ios, beos, amigaos, etc.
So even if you could get ssh to pass malicious code how would you know what code to pass?
What you’re asking for is nigh impossible i think.
that’s a good idea maybe i should find some flexible functions to practice on